I see no light
I can hear her weeping for me
please call my name
never to return
never the same
where are you God?
why am I here?
please let me rest,
please end this fear
I took my life in desperation
an attempt to cease the pain
I've searched for the love the world forgot to give
and found only rain
why? where were you?
I longed for a life that I knew I could not have
I need it to be known
that even alone in death
my love for her still grows
endless loss
end this hell
all is silent now
is this your will?
all alone in this freezing abyss
my heart hurts still
Joseph Hawker subverts the musical and sociopolitical status quo with a black metal triptych that's as incendiary as it is impressionistic. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 5, 2022